My personal final beverage had been December 19. We going this 100 time challenge from the solstice- a message from Belle talked-about today or as an important day plus it resonated with me. I’ve been wanting to stop for a decade while having had practically 100s of attempts. Generally just a few sober era at a time but i eventually got to 7 period. It was wonderful, magical, I never ever experienced delicious inside my person lifetime though We tossed everything out. This 100 time is a fresh start. I know xmas Eve and day are going to be very difficult, my Wolfie may come with a million main reasons why now’s perhaps not the amount of time to start- a?wait until the brand new yeara? a?you need/deserve wines to handle the in-lawsa?. I am not attending surrender and certainly will manage whatever needs doing. Allow the space, retire for the night early, browse, pay attention to music, i am going to maybe not drink no matter what.
Sundance here … latest drink a a?i shall perhaps not drink for 100 weeks. Whatever. I will weep, but i shall perhaps not take in. I can retire for the night or return home very early. .. but i shall not take in. Bad circumstances might result, but i am going to maybe not take in. Very shitty activities can happen to people around myself, or my personal neighbour, or my friend’s friend’s grandmother. (suite…)